5/24/16

the journey

Mom's gone.

That's hard to believe, to be honest. I know it's true, but somehow it still feels all unreal. Like this isn't really my reality, even though it is. My mind is a wild, unpredictable, unknown at the moment.

Remember back a few weeks ago when I wrote about a friend who is Not Okay? Little did I know that I would be talking to myself in just a matter of days! Because I'm Not Okay right now. It's such a weird thing, to lose a mother. And as I process the journey, I'll probably need to post stuff. Hopefully it won't be depressing because even though it hurts, mom's journey to Heaven is SO not depressing! It was a beautiful and amazing experience. But now it's the After and I have to learn to deal. God has been so gracious throughout the last three weeks and He will continue to get me through. I don't doubt that for a single minute.

I don't really have any words of wisdom right now, I simply have my emotions all haywire and my thoughts running all over. And I need to find the words and put them in black and white. If anyone is reading these next posts, however many there are, I hope you don't mind. Like I said, I need to process and this is one way that helps.

Thanks for listening.


5 comments:

  1. My heart is hurting for you friend and thank you for sharing your words - they are encouraging because grief is something we all experience. Hugs!

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    1. Thank you, Jamie! Your words encourage me. Hugs to you!

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  2. Mind? Why would we mind? It's a privilege to read your thoughts and ponderings as you process one of the hardest experiences in life. I'm glad you've got this outlet for your thoughts.

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    1. Hamlette: Ah, you do my heart good, my friend. Thank you! <3

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